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Savvy Miss: How did it all begin?
Lindsay Segal: I had just moved to California from Ohio. I was thirteen and starting eighth grade at a new school and there were a lot of personal issues going on with my family. I started internalizing my feelings about the move, being scared about starting a new school and changes going on with my body.
My father, brother and I were at a burger joint. I vividly remember picking up my burger and bringing it to my mouth, when I made the decision—right then and there—to go on a diet and lose weight for my new life: a “new me.” I was never overweight by any means [5’2” 108 pounds], but thought I could be thinner.
SM: How did you feel when you put down the burger?
Lindsay: I felt like I had conquered something. I remember putting it down, going “I found my one thing I can focus on and everything else will be so much better once I can control this.” It was kind of a way to grab an anchor when I felt like everything else was just blowing around me.
SM: Throughout your three-year battle, did you ever waver? Put the burger down, pick it back up?
Lindsay: I put it down and never picked it back up. I was very set in my ways.
As soon as I put it down I started developing a fear of food. When I was around [junk food] I was physically scared. My palms would start sweating, my heart would race. I felt as if someone was coming to kill me.
SM: So what would you eat during a typical day?
Lindsay: A bowl of cereal in the morning (the same cereal for nearly three years), maybe half of a protein bar and then broccoli with tomato sauce. That’s it. It was a battle for me to eat the little that I did.
| krnfirestone -- Pleasanton | |
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Thank you for sharing your story. I have met you and I am so impressed with your strength! You are a beautiful person. I wish the best for you! A friend! |
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| My best friend has had an eating disorder for at least four years and she doesn't seem to be improving. I just don't know what to do or say anymore. I think she should get serious help but I'm not sure if it's my place to step in. How can I tell her without pushing her away? | |
| LS -- New York City | |
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THANK YOU FOR THIS STORY. I can relate to soooo many things that Lindsay said. I'm a people pleaser to a fault, and I love when people say i look too skinny. When people tell me I look healthy, I take it as an insult and it motivates me to diet or work out more. Also, I have the "radar" and can spot someone with eating problems a mile away. Though i don't have full blown anorexia, I have definite food issues. Thanks for the reminder of how scary it could be if I let them get the best of me. LS |
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| TinaVail -- Ojai | |
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There is a book by Marion Woodman called Addicted to Perfection that might be helpful to anyone suffering from an eating disorder. Thank you SavvyMiss for getting this article out. It helps us all to be informed about this...and thank you Lindsey for your courage to speak. |
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